I apologize very much to everyone right now. I was in a little accidently and I had a few bruised ribs and a sprained wrist so once again I apologize for my inability to delevery my latest story but trust me I think some people might enjoy it very much and it might stir some ideas. Also if anyone has any interesting stories or picture of themselve they would like to share or just want to voice an option please do so and have fun while you browse through my deviant mind.

Date:	2004-04-16 20:35
Subject:	My first entry
Security:	Public
Mood:	artistic

Well I'm just an artist that has been looking for a place to let out some of my creativity. I have always had to shealter and hide the things I like and what I love to write about because of social rules. So right after this first post Only friends Only will be able to read my stories and listen to my ideals and beliefs.

This is part one of my story called the Spanish Delight


Kim was always a quiet girl, she was one of those girls that thought she wasn't pretty, and thought that she wasn't good enough to make friends. In fact she was a very pretty girl, she had grown a little faster then other girls and she filled out more so then most. Each day she would gaze at herself in the mirror, thinking how ugly she was. Every day her routine out of the shower was to look at herself hoping she had lost weight and that maybe she looked a little better. All she saw before her was a 17 year old girl, its a little tummy, straight plain brown hair that tickled the nooks of her neck and 26D breasts. Those were what she hated most about herself, if people looked to her it was to look at them and not her. Every time she was cold and everytime something within her started to tingle her nipples would erect so much so that they almost threatened to rip her bra and shirt, and should she be wearing white that day anyone could she the darkness of her areole and it made her feel that much more worthless because people were looking at them and not her. As she stared at the mirror on this day she thought to herself "maybe today will be different maybe today things will be looking brighter." today was going to be different, it was her 18th birthday today and as a present from her grandfather she had gotten a trip to Spain. Everything was packed, it was going to be a good change for her. She often took trips on her own but this will be her first time going over seas, and as she looked at herself in the mirror a bit longer than usual she went over spainish words she studied during her senior year in highschool. After a brief parting from her family she was off, the trip was horrible for her, spending almost 12 hours in the air she was gald to be on the ground, but a little bit nervous and unless in this new country. It didn't take her very long to find the taxi waiting for her to take her to her hotel. "Now maybe I can relax and have fun " she spoke softly to herself as she watched the sunsetting partly on the ocean and on the land. The jet lag was slowly building upon her, the three bags she brought with her seemed like cast iron now as yawns slowly left her lips at the front desk. The rest of the day was a blurr to her as she woke to find herself in her hotelroom sleeping on the chair. "I'm so beat" she yawned softly while slowly stretching. Sun was just peeking in through her window trying to fight to get passed the dark curtains that restrained it. "morning already" she yawned once again as she opened those curtain letting a flood of light fill the room like the rush of a broken dam. Out beyond her window she could see the ocean, the beautiful blue that sparkled before he, glinting in the light like blue shards of glass. "And for my bit of duty today, the beach" she smiled gleefully to herself, and quickly went through her bags to get a bathing suit. Because of her distaste in herself she only wore plain one piece bathing suits, and the one she brought with her was her green swim team one. In that she thought her breasts wouldn't be in the light of everyones attention, and with that she quickly put it on and put shorts and shirt over it. The walk from the hotel to the beach was much longer then what she had expected and what she had seen when she got there was a little embrassing, there were men and women of all types and sizes wearing things from clothing, bathingsuits to nothing at all. It was here that she was feeling a little out of a place and she felt a bit nervous. Instead of just finding a spot she decided to walk down the beach a bit keeping her eyes semi at her feet and infront of her, on ocasion she would catch a glimspe of a woman's pubic hair or a man's penis as they walked passed or infront of her toward the water. Alll the while her cheeks her a glow in crimson, it was so embrassing, but these people didn't care. Thought quickly began to flood her mind "alot of these people look uglier than I do.. so I guess its alright her" after quite a bit of walking she happened upon a very large rocky jetty, right before it was a sign that read in spainish and than in english ' danger whirl pools' Kim had read about them, some were very small and others were quite big but if she was in shallow water she wouldn't have a problem so with that she began to climb the rocks of the jetty, but this jettys wasn't now small little jetty of sorts for when she reached the top the jetty seemed to be like that of a large pool almost and it streched out a good 60 feet into the ocean but with a crestan shape that was if waves crashed against the opening they were dulled down into just mini rippling waves "here is perfect" she through as she looked at this mini cove of sorts, the water was semi clear but for the little wave sthat rolled in to kick up sand a bit. with a quick look around Kim then decided to start a swimm pulling off her shirt then shorts and resting the fabric on the semit damp rocks she began to stretch a bit "Why not.." she said to herself "no one else is here and all those other people do it too so" with a deep breath she slowly began to pull her bathing suit down, every inch or so down she stopped to look about just to make sure no one else was there and no one was peeping on her. Finally she was free from her clothing and Kim shivered a bit "its the first time i'm nude outside" she felt embrassed a bit but also thrilled as the wind swept against her bodice and against her sensative areas, the soft bushel of brown tuft between her legs tickled her vulva a bit in the wind "that's enough of that" she thought as she quickly jumped into the water. It was so warm almost like a bath and the sand that was kicked up in the mini waves tickled her nipples and against her inner thighs a bit sparking a little more excitemnet within her "this is nice" kim thought, but the water was a little deeper then she excited , the water line came up to her neck but still she could walk without a problem "whirl pools still wouldn't be a problem" with that she began to explore her surrounding a bit, walking a bit then diving under the water to see the little hermit crabs dart into their shells or to take off in different directions. It was a peaceful moment something she was looking forward to doing. "I love this" kim said with a bright smile while she waided through the water a bit more, in waiding she failed to feel the tug of a whirlwind at her. Within a sudden moment she was pulled toward the sucsion her right foot pulled into the hole and wedging in gaping opening under the surface. "Help me! Help" kim cried out as she thrashed about only making her sistuation worse with each moment making her down trapped more in it almost like hair plugging a shower drain. Kim's heart thunder feverishly within her chest, her hands grasping at her calf trying to pull the leg out but to no avial. "calm down calm down" she screamed out to herself trying to relax herself to help her think "what did the book say about whirlpools" she thought to herself a bit more trying to remember as the passages in the book slowly came into her mind "try to plug the something in its place" she thoughts and looked around, oh luck was on her side as a piece of drift wood floated a bit away from her, it was quite a bit away but if she stayed calm and waited kim knew it would come to her. The wait was more angst inducing than the whirlpool itself, she waited there for about and hour before the wood even got an inch closer to her, and in the wait , and in the feeling of panic she had to go to the bathroom. "not now" she sighed deeply as if she was going to brust into tears "i have to go to the bathroom" and the feeling only grew greater as the minutes continued on "i can't hold it in anymore" kim cried softly splashing and smacking the water angrily as he bodily functions soon took over, the warm water grew hotter around her and a little bit of a sense of relief passed from her and a heavy feeling of disgust as he had spotted brown masts floating around her "oh god its sick.. I'm horrible" she cried loudly splashing and thrashing about making her foot twist and turn within the heavy pull of the whirlpool. Time seemed to pass more slower and her thrashing and splashing from before only pushed the driftwood further away from her. Every so often kim would call out for help, but all the calling out soon left her voice raspy from accidently drinking salt water. After about three hours of begin stuck and with now help Kim began to think more about the book trying to remember some other way out of the problem, in her deepness of thought, she failed to notice the large dark mass creeping up behind her.Instaintly Kim was snapped from thought as she felt something brush against her. "Its something I can use "she thought with hope, but her hope quickly turned to fear as a rather large octopus slowly began to coil about her "Ooohhh god no!" Kim tried screaming as she splashed and trashed once again but her voice was shot and her arms were quickly bound against her by the mollusk fiend. Terror trembled through her bodice as he had finally see the size of the animal, it was about twice the size of a volley ball, and its tentacles made it seem even larger. Three tentacles bound her arms to her, the sucion cups kissed and stuck tightly to her body, and it seemed to feel slimey even in the water, its body slowly grew closer to her its pusling head pressing between kim's breasts rubbing some of the slime between them. "i was to go home" kim began to sob as he was trapped in all aspects by nature.